chapter V



"its so mainit ha ?! aba, anong trip ni photgrapher bakit sa arawan tayo ?! ang oh so precious skin ko !"



napailing na lang ako kay tofi, outdoor kasi yung place na pagkukuhaan ng photshoot namin ngayon, ewan ko nga kung bakit eh



"shut up tofi, baka marinig ka noh"



"i dont care ! sa mainit naman talaga noh"



"what is he doing here ?!"



napatingin ko dun sa lalaking nakaupo malapit sa camera



"clarence aldrich johnson ?!"

napatingin saamin yung lalaki, he smiled and walk towards us



"tofi, hello.....hi Belle how are you ?"



"im fine, until i saw you"



"still harsh on me ? c'mon didnt you missed me ?"



"do i look like i miss you ?"




"ipinagpalit mo na ba ako sa pinsan ko ? how rude of you Belle !"



"narinig ko pangalan ko !"

isa pa tong baliw na to, nagsama pa talaga ang mag-pinsan !



"magsama nga kayo !"



aalis na sana ako, kaso bigla namang pinigilan ni caj short for clarence aldrich johnson yung braso ko....tapos hinatak niya ako, kaya ngayon >////< yakap-yakap niya ako !



"i've missed you Belle ! kahit na hindi mo ko miss, miss pa din kita"



"ahem ! may tao dito at isang sirena oh !"



"inggit ka lang kriss ! at hindi ako sirena ! dyosa ako !"



"i've just done a favor for my cousin nung wala siya"



"ano ?"



"bantayan si Belle"




"a-ah....c-caj..."



"i really miss you"



binitiwan na niya ako, then he patted my hair....caj was one of the few people who knows the real me, isa siya sa mga tumulong na mabago ako, kaya kilala niya kung sino talaga ako.....the real Belle



"caj , nalanghap mo na ba lahat ng buhangin sa egypt ? kung anu-ano na kasi yung nasasabi mo"



"joker ha ?"



he smirked and walk away...ayaw ko talagang gumaganun siya, makalaglag undies eh !




"hoy babae, halika na ! natulala ka na diyan"



"iba talaga ang epekto sayo ni caj noh ?"


inakbayan ako ni kriss sabay kaming lumapit sa tent...si caj naman mine-make-upan na



"shut up"



"kung wala lang akong girlfriend, niligawan na kita, hahaha"



umalis na naman si kriss, ano ba yun ? adik lang talaga ang taong yun ano ?



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tapos na yung photshoot, pero heto ako naglalaro pa din sa cellphone ko, nakakatamad pang umalis eh



"kahit kailan talaga pasikat ka ?"



tinignan ko yung nagsalita, then binalik ko ulit yung atensyon ko sa nilalaro ko



"hey im talking to you !"


kinabig niya yung phone ko, aya namantay ako sa temple run ! panghigh-score na yun eh ! tumayo ako tsaka siya hinarap



"ano bang problema mo ha ?"



"ikaw ! pasikat ka !"



"inggit ka lang ! kasi i was born pretty eh ikaw ? you were JUST born"



kinuha ko na yung bag ko, tapos umalis dun, panira kasi ! sayang yung score ko noh ialng steps na lang malalagpasan ko na yung high score ko, nakuuuuuuuuuu




"ang tapang mo na talaga ngayon"



"caj ! kanina ka pa diyan ?"



"bakit parang gulat na gulat ka ? hinihintay kita eh"




"n-nasaan si tofi ?"



hindi niya ako sinagot pero tinitigan niya ako ,yung nakakailang na talaga ? alam niyo yun ?



"i miss the old you agathe.....pagkatapos ba nito pwede ka ng bumalik sa dating ikaw ?"



"bakit mo naman natanong yan ? out of nowhere...."



"naisip ko lang....halika na nga"



hindi na ako nakapalag nang hawakan niya yung kamay ko...
you're very nice for me caj....



wag kang ganyan...baka mahulog ako sayo

chapter IV




"ah ! my nails !!"


nasa school kami ngayon, at nagtatanim ng halaman, ano naman kayang pakulo to ? sinisira ng mga lupang to ang kuko ko



"having a hard time ?"



"nope, im enjoying it nga eh....iniisip ko kasing itong mga lupang to yung mga taong gumawa saakin ng masama dati"



"ano bang ginawa sayo ?"



"they just showered me words of bitchiness..."



tinaasan ko lang siya ng kilay, then umalis na ako, ang baho !



"Belle ! bakit ka madumi ? hay havent i told you na hindi ka dapat nagtatanim ?"



"what ?"



"lalo ka kasing nagiging cute eh, c'mon baka madagdagan pa yung mga karibal ko sayo"



"kriss, napaka-joker mo talaga"



hinawakan ni kriss yung kamay ko, then pumunta ka kami sa malapit na faucet, siya mismo yung naghugas ng mga kamay ko



bumalik na ako sa team ko, kasama si Elle duh...nagpaypay gamit yung kamay ko, why is it so hot ?!




"tapos ka na bang makipag-landian ?"



"i didnt know you're jealous ? dont worry kriss is just a good friend of mine."



"the hell i care for kriss !"



"i thought you're jealous, baka kasi type mo din siya and you want to get him, just what you did to kean"



napatingin siya saakin, pati yung iba naming mga kateam napahinto sa ginagawa nila

ooopss, i looked at them and smile




"you were saying ?"




"ow..that i heard na inagaw mo si kean sa isang nerdy back in high school...i pity you Elle, how desperate of you para mang-agaw ? i wonder what happened to that nerdy"




"you dont mind"



"yes i do mind, lalo na ngayon na.........nakikipag-lapit saakin ang boyfriend mo"




"you bitch !"



"slapping the truth in your face makes me a bitch ?! i just want to update you since mukha wala kang alam..better guard your boyfriend, baka bukas pag gising mo....he's mine already"

she looked like....ahahaha, i just laughed at her face to ease the tension, baka kasi manabunot na siya bigla noh




"just kidding Elle...you should have seen your face, you're so pale kanina, dont worry hindi ko aagawin yung boyfriend mo, may taste kasi ako"




i turn and walk away.....so pitiful ! ngayon nararamdaman mo na ba yung pahirap mo saakin noon ?





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nagbabasa ako ng magazine nang pumasok si tofi sa kwarto ko



"may photoshoot ka tomorrow, kamusta naman ang usapan niyo ?"



"who ?"



"my dear elle"



"you should have seen her face nung sinabi ko na baka maagaw ko sa kanya si kean, she's so scared, pitiful"




"Belle, saan mo nahagilap ang ganyang attitude ? i like it !"



"they taught me that, thanks to them"




"nagbackfire ata ang mga ginawa nila"



"matagal na tofi.....ngayon signal number 2 pa lang...i wonder ano ang magiging reaction nila kung tumaas pa don"




umalis si tofi after, may emergency daw kasi sa shop...ano naman kaya ang gagawin ko ngayon ?



lumabas na lang din ako, i missed walking here in the park. dati i used to walk here to unwind




"agathe"



"stop calling me agathe, im not her"



"why are you doing this ? hindi ka ganito"



"i dont know what are you talking about....kung wala kang magawa, wag mo akong idamay"



hinatak niya ako, he grabbed my wrist and looked a it

"explain to me why do you have the same birthmark like agathe ?"




"hindi lang siya ang may karapatang magkaroon ng birthmark, hindi lang siya ang tao sa mundo !"



binawi ko yung kamay ko sa kanya, damn it ! he still remeber that i had a birthmark on my wrist...




"tss....liar"




"look who's talking ?!"



tumalikod na ako, i need to get the hell out of here ! ayaw kong siya ang makakasira sa pagbabalik na matagal kong pinaghandaan




minsan niya ng sinira ang buhay ko, hindi ako martyr para ulitin pa yon, nakasalubong ko bigla si Elle what a nice day ?




"hi Elle"



"magkasama kayo ?"



lumingon naman ako sa likod ko, nakasunod pa din pala tong lalaking to, i just smile at Elle, then lumapit ako kay kean at umabresete sa kanya




"you're boyfriend is so sweet ! bantayan mo siya ha ? baka agawin ko na talaga siya sayo"



i kissed kean on his cheeks at mukhang lahat sila nagulat.....ang sarap naman picturan ng mukha niya



"bye guys, have a nice day ahead..."



naglakad na ako palayo sa kanila....how good of me di ba ?
sisirain ko kayo...but i'll take it slowly...para feel na feel niyo




to be continue

chapter III




"ang kapal ng mukha niyang hawakan ako !"



nandito kami ngayon ni tofi sa salon, weekend ngayon kaya pahinga ako, isa pa bukas may photoshoot ako



"paano naman niya kaya nalaman ?"



"i dont know ! wala namang nakakaalam ng totoo..."



"alam mo....may nabasa ako eh--kung mahal mo ang tao kahit malaki ang pinagbago ng mukha niya o may kamukhang kamuha man siya...makikilala at makilala pa rin siya ng puso mo"



"so you're saying na he loved me ? DUH ! we both know what's the truth, tofi"



"i know it...kaya nga sabi ko--hindi pwede sa inyo ang epek na yon"



tumingin na lang ako sa kisame ng salon...

bakit niya ba ako nakilala ? no one knows im agathe- the nerd, the bookworm, the shy, the hopeless romantic-----the stupid girl....and im not agathe anymore, i erase all of her memory, and reborn as Belle Estuar- the model, the apple of the eye, im stronger, braver, bolder, and wiser than me yesterday....



yan ang napapala ng mga nasasaktan, natututong tumayo, mag-move on...natututong bumangon sa putik at tumuntong sa bituin.....



sounds corny, pero...once na nasaktan ka....gagawin mo ang lahat para bumangon at baguhin ang sarili mo para maipakita sa mga nanakit sayo na nagkamali sila na saktan ang isang gaya mo---



"belle !"



"you were saying ?"


"tinatanong ka sa hairstylist...hay nakooo, nagflylauuu na naman sa kung saan ang braincells mo"



"a-ah"



"gusto niyo po bang lagyan kayo ng bangs ?"



"no, just trim my hair.."



"sinong iniisip mo ? si kristoff o si kean ?"



"my plans"



"sus, sige na nga, sabi mo eh"



bakit ko naman iisipin yung lalaking yun ? hindi naman mababayaran ng pagiisip sa kanya ang utang ng pilipinas noh...sayang ang braincells ko



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kumakain kami ni tofi sa isang italian restuarant after naming magpa-salon...



"jem ?"


hindi ko natuloy yung pagsubo, at nilingon ko yung tinawag ni tofi, tadhana nga naman, look who's here ?




"tofi ?

(this is tofi,)

"hi ! kamusta ?"


"fine...wait are you Belle Estuar ?"


tinignan niya ako , while her eyes were sparkling, ngumiti lang ako sa kanya tsaka tumango, by the way isa siya sa mga kaibigan ni Elle, isang dakilang tagasunod



"waaah ! im your fan ! i didnt expect to see you here"


i didnt expect to see a monster either -_-

"h-hi"


"im really a fan of yours....you're so pretty, i hope i can be pretty as you"


parang dati lang, kung isuka niyo ako para akong alien na nakakdiri, ngayon kung sambahin mo ako para akong anghel...oh people !



as if kaya niyang maging maganda ? ugali pa lang niya pangit na eh mukha pa ba ?



"you have the same eyes ng kakilala ko, pero i doubt kung ikaw siya, pangit kasi yun eh, haha"



ako yon stupid ! nakita kong nagpigil magsalita si tofi, kung tapos na sana ang plano ko, isasampal ko sa pagmumukha niya yung mga pinagsasabi niya


"sino ba yang sinasabi mo ?"



nagkatinginan kami ni tofi, hmmmmm....



"yung friend mong feeler, Agathe Carlos, by the way..nasaan na pala siya ? di ba dati lagi kayong magkasama nun ?"



"ah, Agathe...nasa England siya...nagbabawas ng kayamanan"



"mayaman pala yun ?"



"oo, sa sobrang yaman niya pati kaluluwa at atay balunbalunan mo kaya niyang bilhin, pati ang hanging lalanghapin mo"



natigilan kami pareho, minsan hindi na talaga mapiigil ang bibig ni tofi



"a-ah...ahm....ms Belle i'll go na, its nice to see you, bye"


"okay, bye"



i sip my tea.....wait for me my dear, hindi pa kasi ito yung araw para makilala mo ako, hahayaan muna kitang makahinga



"hay ! nakaka-wrinkles ang pugitang iyon ! hindi bagay ang kagandahan ko sa kanya"


"pinatulan mo kasi-"


"agathe"



sabay kaming napalingon ni tofi sa nagsalita......again ?
ano bang gustong palabasin ng taong to ?




"agathe ?"



"she's agathe ! tell the truth tofi !"


nagkatinginan kami ni tofi, ano bang problema niya ?



"she is not agathe ! haller....nasa England si agathe at binabawasan ang kayamanan nila"


"this is not time for jokes"


"im not the one who's joking here my dear...ikaw ! bakit naman magsasayang ng datung si agathe para magfly back dito ? eh wala namang wonderful thingy ang nangyare sa kanya ditey"



"kung ako si agathe...i wont come back here just for you"



"you're lying ! i know in my heart you're agathe"



napipilan ako sa sinabi niya he knows in his heart ? kailan pa siya nagkaroon ng puso ?



"news flash kean, wala kang puso !! dahil saging lang ang may puso dito !"


dinutdot ni tofi yung saging na dinampot niya sa kabilang table sa dibdib ni kean



"how could you say those words ? you're the reason why agathe is not here anymore, intiendez ?"



"you dont understand !"



"so let us understand it kean..."



"you dont have time"



"i can buy the time for you, just to let us understand, ilang milyon ba ?"




tinitigan niya ako na parang.......parang binabasa niya yung iniisip ko, those eyes---argh ! nevermind
naglakad na ako palabas ng restaurant, masyado ng dumadami ang mga chismosa sa paligd



"you're the one who dont understand kean"



i just sighed....how in this world he had those confidence ? para sabihin sa harap ko na ako si agathe ?



"dont mind him, naloloka lang yun sa ganda mo, remember ginawa na niya dati yon"



yeah...ginawa na niya dati yon...kaya nga ako napunta sa sitwasyong to eh



to be continue....

revenge is sweet

chapter I


a/n: i just want to share the idea i have in my head right now, im not used to post my stories in my blog, but since i want something new, i'll post anyway



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BELLE AGATHE CARLOS
18 YEARS OLD
FAMOUS MODEL
TOP STUDENT




"ano pa ba ang gugustuhin ng isang gaya mo ?"

nilingon ko si tofi, well ano pa nga ba ang hihilingin ng isang gaya ko ? sikat akong model at next year balak ko na ding pasukin ang showbiz,


"wala na naman.....im so close to perfection, tama na yon"



tumingin naman si tofi saakin, na parang naging tatlo ang ulo ko



"hmmm, liar ! may isa ka pang gustong-gusto noh !"



"what ?"


"you're sweet revenge, my dear Belle"



we both smile, alam namin sa sarili namin na kaya naman talaga ako pumasok sa modelling ay dahil sa isang tao, a guy to be specific



"hindi ko nakakalimutan yan, well dadating din tayo sa point na yan, for now hahayaan ko muna siya"


i sip my margarita, hmmmmm, wine in the morning---its good for me po kasi
bigla naman bumukas yung pintuan ng dressing room



"miss Belle, everything is set"




"okay"



sabay kaming tumayo ni tofi, umabresete na ako sa kanya, hmmm, tofi was handsome as ever kung hindi lang nalihis ang landas nito at naging isang bakla, baka pikutin ko pa to, and yeah you read it right, tofi was a transexual...no doubt on that



pagkalabas namin-------



"look who's here ! the ever gorgeous Elle ! how there"



nakipagbeso-beso naman si tofi sa kanya, the best actress ever ! idol ko talaga si tofi sa pagiging plastic sa mga kaaway


i just smile on her, ayaw kong makipag-beso mamaya mahawa pa ako ng germs sa katawan niya




"how's Paris Belle ?"




"same as usual, fashion is everywhere..you should try to got there sometimes"


i looked at her -- head to toe ! she should thank her stylist for everything...maganda ang taste ng stylist niya sa kanya lang pumalpak



"ah, excuse me....tawag ako ng manager ko"



"okay"




"you're rude ! bakit mo naman siya ginanon ?"



"duh ! ayaw kong makipagplastikan sa kanya, isa pa totoo namang maganda sa paris"



dumiretso na ako sa upuan ko, may shoot kasi kami ngayon, and i hate to admit this pero kasama ko ang babaeng yun, buti na lang mas maganda pa din ako sa kanya




"Belle ! i miss you"



"stop playing around kriss"



"hay lahat kasi sayo biro, kahit totoo naman"






inirapan ko lang siya, kristoff andrews, the most beautiful guy i've ever seen...lalo na yung nakapa-expressived niyang eyes, of course i believe on what he said kitang kita naman sa mga mata niya, natatakot lang ako na baka lalo akong mahulog sa kanya kapag nagpatuloy ako




the last time i did that--wag niyo ng tanungin dahil hindi maganda ang kinalabasan




"hi fafa kris, bakit kasi si Belle pa ? nandito naman ako"



"kilabutan ka nga tofi ! hindi ako pumapatol sa sirena !"



"pasalamat ka you're handsome ! kung hindi i will make you ngudngod sa flooring !"


napailing na lang ako, i really cant imagine my life without tofi



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after the shoot we went to a cafe, para bumili ng kape natural, sa umaga kasi i used to drink a wine, then sa gabi naman coffee, isnt it unique of me ?





"mali atang dito tayo pumunta"



"what ?"



nginuso naman ni tofi yung isang table...hmm look who's here ! my ever handsome ex with a bitch beside him




kumindat ako kay tofi, with an evil smile on my face



"what are you thinking Belle Agathe Carlos ?"



"just watch it Tofi"



i walked towards theme, of course with poise....



*splash*


"what the hell ?!?"



"oh im so sorry Elle, i thought walang tao dito, hindi ka naman kasi pansinin"



"just get the hell out of here"



"i didnt know sayo na ba tong cafe ?"



naglapitan na naman yung mga waiter and janitor para linisin yung natapon na kape, lumingon naman ako sa ex kong magaling na hanggang gnayon tulala pa din



"im so sorry about this again Elle, by the way whom you're with ?"



"this is my boyfriend kean, now can you go ??"



ah...bitch always a bitch .... kiss my ass !




"no not until you own this, by the way..bagay kayo......"



lumapit na ako sa counter, kung saan naghihintay si tofi



"bagay sila ?"



"yup, isang basura at isang basurera"



"meant to be !"



lumabas na din kami after makabili ng coffee, pero nilingon ko ulit yung dalawa...sulitin niyo lang yan...time runs, baka sa susunod break na din kayo




pagkasakay ko sa van, ininom ko agad yung kape ko, aaah ! life is so good to me



"its been 2 or 3 years ? for sure na-miss ka ni mamu"



"i miss mamu too !!"




dont get us wrong, mamu was also a transexual , father siya ni tofi ika nga nila like father like son...


im an orphan kaya sa kanila ako lumaki, hindi naman ako pinapabayaan ng parents ko dahil pinamanahan ako ng billions at ilang mga lupa...kaya nga nakapunta ako sa Paris eh, 3 years ago...





to be continue....

revenge is sweet

chapter II




"mamuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu !! i miss you so much !"



i hug him so tight, i miss my mamu, siya na kasi yung tumayong parents ko since maaga akong naulila



"how's Paris ? akala ko wala ka ng balak bumalik dito ? aba sayang ang fezlackss mo kung doon ka titira"



"i know it, kaya nga bumalik dito no, and i have an important thing to do here pa"



"whatever it is, i'll just support you, sino pa ang magtutulungan kundi ang mga diyosa"



"duh ! gurang ka na kaya mamu"



"tofi, hindi ka diyosa kung hidni diyosa ang pinanggalingan mo noh"



umakyat na muna ako saglit habang hinahanda ni mamu yung kakainin namin, aaaaaaaaah, i miss my room !!

humiga ako sa kama ko......every little bit of this room, is very yesterday......the old me was still in every corner of this room...

pumunta ako sa little living room ng kwarto ko.......tinignan ko yung mga pictures don, at isang picture ang nakakuha ng atensyon ko

"sinong magaakala na ang nerd dati, isa ng sikat na model ?"



i used to be a nerd before, until i met him...i thought everything was perfect until he broke me into pieces..




"namimiss mo yung dating ikaw ?"



"kinda"



tumabi ako kay tofi sa couch, iba pa din kapag walang nkaasunod sa mga galaw mo



"you're free to come back ?"



"no, not until im done with what im supposed to do"



"well, mageenroll ka ba sa school natin ?"



"of course, namimiss ko na din naman ang SCU"



"well, im just here, by the way halika na kumain na tayo sa baba"



tinanguan ko lang si tofi, tofi was the only one who's always there beside me ever since i planned to do my revenge....and im thankful to it



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madamign banners ang nakasabit sa mga buidling nung pumasok ako sa school grounds, lahat winewelcome ako, sino ba ang hindi magdidiwang kung ang isang sikat na model ang magiging schollmate mo ?



"im back.....with vengeance"



"infairness may warm welcome ka pa ah"



"i dont care about the welcoming they have...mga plastic nga naman"



"Belle !!"



napalingon ako sa tumawag saakin, kristoff ? bakit nandito siya ?



"what are you doing here ?"


"dito na din ako mag-aaral, gusto ko kasama kita, ano ? tara na"



"hey fafa kris, ako na lang ang ihatid mo since pareho tayo ng course !"



"ayoko nga, kaya mo na yan tofi ! si Belle ang pinunta ko dito"



"tara na"



umabresete na ako kay kristoff, of course habang naglalakad kami may mga cold glares akong natatanggap, well im used to it...pasensyahan na nga lang maganda kasi akong di hamak sa kanila




pumasok na ako sa classroom ko, umalis na din sila tofi and kris, pagpasok ko bigla akong may nakabunggo



"ouch ! idiot"



"what a coincidence ! hi there Elle"



"Belle ? classmates tayo ?"



"i think so"


iniwan ko na lang siyang tulala sa kinatatayuan niya, ang magaganda nga naman, makalaglag panga lagi, humanap ako ng pwesto sa harapan


kinuha ko yung bag sa isang chair, ang pangit kasi nung bag hindi bagay sa harapan...i doubt kung saang kalye niya binili yun


i just throw it on the floor kung saan yon nababagay


then umupo na ako sa chair, i smiled at my seatmates..of course lahat sila starstruck, iba na talaga ang maganda right ? mga lamang lupa kasi kayo



"who throw my bag here ?!?!"


"i thought that belongs to the janitress that's why i throw it, mukha naman kasing basura yang bag mo, look ni hindi nga branded"



"you dont care !!"



"whatever, nagsasabi lang naman ako ng totoo"


"bitch !"



"look who's talking ! you're the one and only bitch here, not to mention mukha ka naman talagang aso"



"how dare you ?!"


akmang lalapit siya saakin, kaso lumayo ako



"no,no,no...dont you dare touch me my dear...hindi ko pinagkakagastusan ang balat ko para hawakan ng isang aso...i hate animals you know ? especially you"



i smile sweetly.....isn't it good to see your enemy in this situation ? lumabas muna ako saglit ng room, i need fresh air...masyado ng umaalingasaw yung baho niya eh




"agathe !"



i just stopped.....sino yung tumawag saakin ? hindi pwedeng si tofi yun he wont call me agathe in public, not kristoff either....so who the heck is that ?



biglang may humawak sa braso ko



kean ?




" who are you ?"



"dont lie...i know you"



"everyone knows me...can you get your hands of me ?!!"



"no not until umamin kang ikaw si agathe"



"i dont know who the hell that agathe is ! and i dont want to freaking know who is she ! so let your hands of me !"


binawi ko yung braso ko sa kanya, tsaka naglakad palayo, damn ! how did he know ?!



"i wont stop until malaman ko yung totoo.."



goodluck asshole ! you jerk, how in this earth did you know ? ang laaks pa ng loob mong lapitan ako matapos ng mga ginawa mo ?



“No one messes around with a nerd’s computer and escapes unscathed.”



to be continue...

bitchy lines

again ? well im not posting ny of my dreams here for now, i just want to share "bitchy lines"
you know sometimes its more amazing to hear a bitch line than to those who is angelic, its kinda weird though but sometimes what a bitch said was true


and more relatable


"look pretty play dirty"


"anyone can know my feelings around, but no one can tell how i feel when I'm alone. So don't dare to judge me, maybe you know me but not EXACTLY."


"slapping the truth in your face makes me a bitch ?"

"ako , i was born pretty, ikaw ? you were JUST born"

Pag sinisingitan ako sa pila, nagpaparinig ako. I say, 


“Ang pilang ito, according to beauty. Mga panget muna.”


"I know I'm not perfect, but I'm so close it scares me!"

"I've always wanted to have someone to hold,

someone to love.........

After having met you, I've changed my mind."

"I must admit, you brought Religion in my life...........

I never believed in Hell until I met you."

"As the days go by, I think of how lucky I am.......
that you're not here to ruin it for me."

"Thanks for being a part of my life!!!..........

I never knew what evil was before this!"

"You look great for your age.......

Almost Lifelike!"

"When we were together, you always said you'd die for

me.........

Now that we've broken up, I think it's time you kept your

promise."

i dont own any of this line, i just want to share it you guys :)) all credits to all the owner...

hello :)) having a nice day  ?

i'll post one of my dreams ----- well my 18th birthday, all girls was dreaming of a perfect debut to have, of course it is the most awaited day for us !






so first, my dream gown- well im planning to have two dresses to wear, first is a gown of course color pink, and a dress so i'll be comfortable while having a good time with my friends

i really love this gown the first time i saw this on facebook, so im considering this as one of my choices

this gown, was also beautiful, but there's something in this gown i dont like, though i cant figure it out, but its lovely, isnt it ?

i like this gown too, its like im a fairy princess while wearing this gown.

and for the dress, this is the only one i want !! isnt it magnificent ? simple yet elegant




AND of course, perfect shoes for a perfect gown, if you're wearing a sparkling gown, i suggest you should not wear a shoes whose also sparkling or you'll look like a christmas tree full of decorations

also the hair, hte most important ---except for the gown of course, our crowning glory
well for me, i want my hair, just lay it down, i dont want any updos, because letting my hair down makes me feel im pretty, haha

and dont forget your nails, the nail art color and design depends on your gown of course

and that's all for today, i'll add anything i forgot tomorrow, 

but always remeber that, budget has the last say in your debut, whatever dream you have, if you and your family can't afford it, dont push and just be contented on what you can afford